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I got my eyebrow pierced

I may as well put the punchline up front; I mean, that's the main thing that's happened since my last post. I was swapping around computers for a while and didn't have access to my site for a few months (boy what fun that was). I'm back now, though- and quite a bit on the site has changed. I had a bit of a crisis about my work ethic back in February or so and since then have been trying to steer my boat in the right direction. I've never been very good at sitting still and focusing, and for most of my life I've just been like "oh yeah, I think I have ADD or something lol". That excuse only goes so far, though. I think I'm beginning to get the hang of it, and my ability to focus is starting to manifest itself in a lot of different ways- my site being one of them.

In other news, I continue to struggle with my identity (hence the eyebrow piercing I suppose) both online and offline. Not being able to go to school and talk candidly with anyone certainly isn't doing me any favors. I don't know if it's the lack of social interaction or what, but I've been feeling like I'm just somebody piloting Connor Brown's body. In other words, I feel like who I am is just a caricature, and everything I do and say is just what I think I probably would do. This isn't a constant thing by any means, but I have noticed myself feeling this way from time to time.

I hope you like the new layout ^-^